=.=

It is probably unwise and immature for me to think this way

but I cannot lie, i do feel envious and jealous.

It only reminds me of a construction worker who worked under scorching hot sun for 12 hours earning 20 bucks a day.

but he can still be happy if he truly trust in God and knowing that God has the best for him and God's grace is sufficient for him to live happily...free of charge! free of work!

I wish i could be him!

Oh wait...

Did I work hard?